What would be the most horrible death you can imagine yourself going through?  A death, you never want to experience.  How about a car crash? Falling from the sky?  Being run over by a train? Or maybe, dying the slowest possible death known to man?     Life. A long time ago, a horrible death was bleeding from the eyes or breaking out in blisters and boils. We live in fear of death everyday. Some of us enjoy that thought, don't we? In fact, we may even taunt death to look our way. A slow, systematic excursion of ecstasy with another, slowly poisoning our systems with each others pain until we collapse together in a hybrid passion that no other can experience, for we like to share our pain. The very pain of existence. The very pain of life. For me, the most horrible death is spending 90 years to die surrounded by hypocrites, chosen to govern our lives with their foolhardy beliefs and the mindless drones that can't think for themselves, that seem to endlessly coast through each day without opening their own eyes. What a long, drawn out death in horrid surroundings! Although, life has its moments, it's still a sentence, is it not? A sentence whose ending is to be judged against you for how you lived your sentence. Were you a model cellmate? Does history remember you with glory and pleasure, or stare at you in utter horror because society couldn't figure you out? Or are you to be remembered at all? 1999 Copyright Studio86